Big Word Diarrhea

The problem is that I don't feel like reading and i don't feel like writing. Stating it this way is only perpetuating the problem and making it worse. But I can't help it. I can't shake it off. I want to avoid all stages, a pre-emtive strike on all fronts.
I just want to sleep. alot. Or be busy with something that is so pre-occupying that it is like sleeping. like TV, or an experiment, or a social gathering.

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But you see, i am ok. it is not that big of a deal. It is not an active part of my concious mind. It is just the low drone that everything gets immerced in for the moment.

I just gotta wait it out.

Motivation

This blog should be my boyfriend

wikipedia them.

HIV= human immunodeficeincy virus
RT = Reverse transcriptase
NRTI= Nucleoside-analogue reverse transcriptase inhibitor
NNRTI=non-nucleoside-analogue reverse transcriptase inhibitor
chain-terminator=NRTI=ddNTP
nucleic acid, nucleotide, nucleoside, dNTP, ddNTP all relate to DNA
Primer= DNA
Template=DNA or RNA
DNA synthesis=chain elongation
in vitro
enzyme kinetics, Kd, Km, Kpol, etc.
amino acids
aactive site
phoshodiester bonds, salt bridges, hydrogen bonds
mutations
crystal structures

Music that made me feel (good)

Three Albums that were very special to me this past year were (in no particular order)

The Greatest- Cat Power (has a strong solidifying effect)
The Theater Fire-Everybody has a dark side (makes me giggle to myself quietly)
Ys-Joanna Newsom (i can't say...)